Saturday, February 16, 2008
hey there girls.
bad days to come.
im tired emotionally n physically
the name imran is making me pissed.
the name of sufian makes me feel hurt.
im scared of moving on
im scared of gettinghurt again.
im scared of loving someone again.
can i just zap things that happen btwn mar feb 2007 until present.
or can i just zap the unhappy parts n make him stay?
why cant we be like the "raja n huzaifah" story
can i get him back?can i?
can i?
1:36 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
went to school today..before i went to school...i had a bad stomachache..
went to school by cab...
during school..the pain is very intense...went back hm back cab again.
mis test?no coments.
i dun know if i can bpass or not.
the pain cannot tahan.
i thought the pain is normal as i always get gastric attacks..
but this one is the worse one ever.
so i just write.just hope for a pass.will try my best for the exams.
i stay on at school...thinking the pain will go away but it didnt.
i went back home and hunched...it was seriously that painful.
went to the doctor just now..
its either i have really bad gastric or i have appendix.
then must go hospital.
i dun want...
evrything wil be on hold...my prac..the air show..my studies..everything sia.
just pray for me it will stop.plzplzplz.n im bored.
coz theres noone to look forward to see his cute n smiling shiny facr he always give to me.
that always makes my day.but that guy belongs to sumone else.
okie.until when nk ingat sal sufian ni?haha
k .aku maseh sikit perot..bye korgssss
i miss u boy.
4:41 AM