i have this bugging feeling...it is wrong to tell ur bf u r threaten by his ex?
im not afraid of her....but jus scared that she will ruin my life...by making my bf go back to her..
n everytime..he says her name.....i feel diz fear n this sense of jealousy...i dun know why:(
its not i dun trust him...i really love him...
but i just dont want it to happen...:(


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long time no update..but..what the hell.....onli org tkder keje carik keje je tgk blog aku...hahaha

school is stressful..for the second time i feel i dun fit in in school.i have frens in school,but not the frens who will be there for u when u need them...they r hi n bye frens..n with these grp ppl...im not comfortable being crazy n most of the time quiet..but really im hanging on..for my future....n bcoz of my bf..aww..so sweet..haha

yest..met up wit siti n syuk to go to rabiah deli's bbq pit...i went to meet them with my darling bf..yg si dua ekor ni kan..aku suroh meet kat MACDONALDS ECP....bkn PARKWAY PARADE cik KAKS oi..haha
we walk from one end of east coast to another end and talking crap all the way...siti keep askin us to take cab every 5 mins...n syuk keep wanting to sleep while sleeping...weird ppl?i know..hahah

n u wanna now sumtin???when we reach the pit kan..theres only two ppl....who in the hell has a pit with onli two ppl?n when we ask if this is rabiah's pit..she said no..she said its her pit..
n u know..the so called"birthday girl" who claimed its her bdae...n is makin a pit..is still on the way back from work going to the pit...i thot the birthday girl suppose to welcome the guests?
aper2 ah eh...then u know..one of her 2 frens...a veri SEK girl....started being excited all of a sudden..saying we r going to bom rabiah when she cums...but sadly..we went back before she reached there...

n siti....byk eh komen semlm?hahaah....laki aku terkejot dok..minah tudung corrupted!hahahah

on fri is going to be my outin with the secondary girls...misss them lots...itss been long hanging with ppl where u can be urself...haha

3 days ago was my aniiversary...went to see shrek3....i lokie the baby donkey...
but no as go as i think it was...not as funny as blades of glory...
who haven c it.. go c it!
its damn funny....wont waste money one...
time pass by so fast...only a few months ago.....i was roaming around airport..with the deli ppl...always passing cafe ritazza to catch a glimpse of the boy with the sweet smile....now all diff....
ppl start skool alreadi...im seriusly thinking im closer the deli girls then my own classmates..haha
okie...im crapping...must do econs project now...will update again..bye
btw....i changed sumtin in"about me" section in frenster..
the bf....if u r reading thid...pi tgk okie?c how swit ur gf is..hahaha
bye

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