Tuesday, July 31, 2007
hello there blog...
things are in fact getting from bad to worse...
ppl who i share things with will notice that..
just hope he cherished our 5 month anniversary...
he hurts me more n more each day..but u know sumthing blog..
i still love him...i still cherish him..i still love him being by my side...being in my life..
u know sumthing blog?love conquers all....
this is the first time i love and care so much for a guy...
he changed my life ...he changed me...mentally n emotionally...
i dun know if one day he will leave me and not care for me anymore...
i saw that cuming...coz i know...sooner or later...he will leave my life for real...
but i didnt want to to happen this way.....
ppl asking me to b strong...i am....im trying to withstand every obstacle cumin to me
god is testing me...god wants to know how much love i had for him.....
i will update again if things get better or worse ppl.....wish me luck!
hope i fix this thing up.....i cant bear too lose him...:(
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