btw i forgot...i saw netha at geylang yesterday!from far i know its ehr alreadi..hehe..selamat hari raya beb!

n im gonna continues my prac dis week.i must not give up.haizz.....must read up on the book n sumone plz help me on the prac.coz i dun wanna fail again.haiz.i have money for my prac acct.so wanna top up n take back my fone tmrw.i realli hope its fixed up and all okie!
k ppl need to sleepp..
hope to get more money tomorow!
chiao


10:29 AM

hello ppl!
semlm night n today ,1st day veri kecoh u know!
yesterday..finished school at 3.30...its raining heavily at bb.caiyun sent me hm in her car .she stop me at tp there...i went to rebond my hair..again!
i know for fuckin hw many times alreadi..haha..nnnnn i cut my hair concave bob again.i loveee it alreadi u know:)))
my cousin came to cut n colour her hair.the person eventually starighten her hair using the hot iron.n for the first time...i fucking say that shes fuckin hot lah siak.azimah,go rebond ur hair!!!
n evetually came the bestie.
she has some trauma cos she knocked down sum guy during his prac2 or prac 3 who going up a plank
to nunu....dun give up babe...i know ur traumatized...but this is life beb...
dun give up easily....what will others say...u must be strong girl....show them u can overcome ur fears...
after rebonding...met syuk at kfc...she follow me home..change my clothes and off to raffles link with cab.in the cab....very the kecoh..i was joking with the cabbie .me nb syuk laugh and laugh..
reach rafles link...met zac...manager at pcc there.
i used to hate him lah seh...
but i think i understood why he did that to me.
to zac...sorry kalau aku benci kau..haha
but he turns out to be one of the most fun managers to work with..
then me and syuk went to geyland to shop...i wanted my ayam madu n dendeng!
n fuck3.....i told syuk went we drop at paya lebar....that i will meet sumone there.gues what?i met yan.with ryni.
didnt see that bitch.but from far so yan liao.
i decided to just turn away n walk past them coz i saw yan looking at me.
but my dearest syuk straight away shouted saying"eh!tu yan "veri loudly in fact...i pulled her and say..buat bodo sudah...alot of times...
syuk say he kept looking at me?
stop staring at me ah k
who moved on sia?
dun u dare give me that stare if u were the one who walked out of this fucking relationship.
k aku tknk bingit2.haha
aku pi li mkan aku...kiter round2 geylang mcm anak terbiar.kesian tau.
then go make inai.now my hands are full of red lines...weeee
i love inai....
after that ngan tgn aku mcm gitu..kene squeexe thru the crowd.mcm nk karate siak satu2...
haha....ingat nk nbaik cab..trus semer hired...
before that...we over a conversaiton.
syuk have talked bout it in her blog.
about two mly guys we overheard while walking thru the crowd which goes like dis
guy1 :eh aku nmpk kau hari tu kat
(blum habis bobal)
guy2:ehk?
guy1:otak kau.aku lum abis bobal kau dah tanyer ehk?
it doesnt sound funny her but me n syuk laugh like hell lah siak
until aku feel happy again .that happy feeling stop after meeting yan
spoil mood siak
haha
went to bedok buy drinks then took syuk home in cab.
im super hyper.ngan semer cabbie nk bobal.hahaaha
then when home.crap with nunu on the fone.
nbut oo tired to talk on msn.sori syuk then went to sleep with my make up on.-.-"
nasib tkder pimple.:)

n today is hari raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....my mum woke me up a,ot ofd times but i just go back to sleep.
penat lah siak
hahaa
trus bgn kai baju semer.
kai makeup
i realised that evri dari raye i look extra nice(bkn nk puji diri sendiri)
tk tahu asal eh..padahal kai make up samer tau?
maybe its just the hari raya excitement n spirit....
i msged nun ujust now coz i was fucking bored
i said...."nunu.aku mendak.aku sick of being single.aku nk matair!"
nunu ckp..the person will cum one day.nanti kiter cari samer2 k.so lah dier ehk?hahaaha
insyallah nunu.
the one i wanted is sumone like yan..the person he did becum .
but i think...better in all terms..
looks?
can be found aniwhere..
just want sumone who can be a bf...a brother n a bestfren to me at the same time..
can be there for me at any time of the day..
n love me...but is there still guys out there like dis?
coz what i know...guys this days r mostly the not serious type?
entah lah eh....."the one".where r u?

k ah.i very tired.will blog again tmrw.bye!
ps:btw...yest was the first mllm raye i went out with sumone.
first time!
syuk..u must be terharu know!
haha
k selamat raye!


9:17 AM

hey there frenz...
this week of school is freakin tiring.....
i just saw the bitch's frenster just now...dah attached pun..to sufian...kalau kau bace ni,,,harap2 kau happy uh eh ngan aryni.harap2 tk kekal.k aku tahu aku mcm sial.haha
n guys..wanna sumthing...i saw my past yesterday at geylang.nonono..its not sufian...its mamat akak ridzwan lah dey!
the person i didnt want to contact again cause i scared sufian wont like it.
seriously speaking..i regretted choosin yan...if i were to know in the future he will leave me n go to an anak abu and a bitch like dat girl.
mamat....was smart loonking n hensem lah siak!!!!haizzzz!siti kau pun menyesal kan??hahaah
i seriously thot mamat was a possesive guy..always arguing with me....but deep inside i know he cared for me...n when i left him....i took quite a blow for him..i was confused that time..n i ended up choosing yan coz .ok shoot me.im damn stupid.
yesterday i saw him...he was with his gf...they look happy...i used to be happy to like that with yan..but it ended when he changed.i could be happy with mamat by his side now...instead of feeling miserable like this.to yan,im hope ur not happy.SERIOUSLY.n ppl...u know rite if ppl curse ur rship u wont stay long together?hAhaahhaahaha
'for nw...i got to know quite a few ppl...n get back in cntct with my old guy frens...but it just isnt the same now u knw?damn it.i feel bored n tired..n when i think of yan,it hurts badly.
i think this is karma.to mamat,what goes around comes around.i got back my karma.n i hope ur happy with ur new girl sincerely,even though deep inside i want to contact back with u,but i did a lot of shits n i think i rather leave u alone then to hurt u anymore.this is a lesson learnt.myabe ader makne di sebalik ni semer.i didnt like ur attitude n u didnt like mine.so i think its better off apart.

btw my sweet mum transferred money to sufian acct for dun know what reason.aku dari bagus2 tknk bobal ngan dia nk kene msg dia lah siak.so the boooooooooooring.tapi all is cool.aku dah malas nk marah2 ngan dia.haha..sufian,bende kau byk ngan aku.biler nk ambik?atau kau nk aku bakar je?

btw work is fun.ppl like faz,lutfi ,amin ,farah,dee,iskandar.korg make aku the day lahk.!
n nunu...aku mcm nk pergi switzerland cannn?
kau kasi aku gi tk?
tk miss aku ke?hahaahahah
nisha asked me the other day....if i want to go switzerland with her to take degree after graduation...hmm..i used to say no when yan was here with me...i thot this relationship will end with sumthing big.but i was wrong.nutin is going my way now....so maybe a yess nisha?hehe..

maybe one day....i will meet"the one" again...
n when that time cums...i will make sure he stays...
for now...just enjoy this single mingle life !!rship is stressful but i missed the feeling of being loved by sumone...jus hope that sumone will come soon....:(

btw ppl..its gonna be hari raya in a few days time...im gona revamp my blog...change the skin..the the fucking captions n yan's pic...coz its all bout me now..not bout him rite?hehe
nunu made a photo slideshow for her frens wishing selamat hari raya....n i was in the second picture lah sey.so terharu u know...so happy hari raya everyone...once the tagboard is out..tag regularly okie dokie?

n ex damaians.....korg ni nk jln raye ke tk nk?mcm tk semangat je aku tgk.HUDA jugak ehnk kene buat planning.tapi aper2 jadi ...confirm kene kecoh mcm last yr okie?nanti aku antar e-mail update korg!
bye!!!!!!!!
syg korg...muackies!


7:58 PM

people change. people you love can change. they may used to be so perfect for you. but sometimes they change. and the changed person that they are may not be so perfect for you anymore. people change. so live with it. theres nothing you can do. its not your fault. neither is it theirs. they cant help changing. grow up, maybe you'll change too, for the better perhaps.

saw this in sumone's blog.Her boyfriend left her just like what happen to me.touching kansss.but i beg to differ in one sentence.I used to think sufian is perfect for me.n i still feel that.its just dat,his heart change,fall for another girl n left me.I wasnt good enuf.full stop.now,what i have to do is find that spark that i had when i first was frens with him..n find the person that will sure love me with all his heart n i love him back ....
will that happen again?
will 1st march 2007 happen again?


7:41 AM