hey there frenz...
this week of school is freakin tiring.....
i just saw the bitch's frenster just now...dah attached pun..to sufian...kalau kau bace ni,,,harap2 kau happy uh eh ngan aryni.harap2 tk kekal.k aku tahu aku mcm sial.haha
n guys..wanna sumthing...i saw my past yesterday at geylang.nonono..its not sufian...its mamat akak ridzwan lah dey!
the person i didnt want to contact again cause i scared sufian wont like it.
seriously speaking..i regretted choosin yan...if i were to know in the future he will leave me n go to an anak abu and a bitch like dat girl.
mamat....was smart loonking n hensem lah siak!!!!haizzzz!siti kau pun menyesal kan??hahaah
i seriously thot mamat was a possesive guy..always arguing with me....but deep inside i know he cared for me...n when i left him....i took quite a blow for him..i was confused that time..n i ended up choosing yan coz .ok shoot me.im damn stupid.
yesterday i saw him...he was with his gf...they look happy...i used to be happy to like that with yan..but it ended when he changed.i could be happy with mamat by his side now...instead of feeling miserable like this.to yan,im hope ur not happy.SERIOUSLY.n ppl...u know rite if ppl curse ur rship u wont stay long together?hAhaahhaahaha
'for nw...i got to know quite a few ppl...n get back in cntct with my old guy frens...but it just isnt the same now u knw?damn it.i feel bored n tired..n when i think of yan,it hurts badly.
i think this is karma.to mamat,what goes around comes around.i got back my karma.n i hope ur happy with ur new girl sincerely,even though deep inside i want to contact back with u,but i did a lot of shits n i think i rather leave u alone then to hurt u anymore.this is a lesson learnt.myabe ader makne di sebalik ni semer.i didnt like ur attitude n u didnt like mine.so i think its better off apart.

btw my sweet mum transferred money to sufian acct for dun know what reason.aku dari bagus2 tknk bobal ngan dia nk kene msg dia lah siak.so the boooooooooooring.tapi all is cool.aku dah malas nk marah2 ngan dia.haha..sufian,bende kau byk ngan aku.biler nk ambik?atau kau nk aku bakar je?

btw work is fun.ppl like faz,lutfi ,amin ,farah,dee,iskandar.korg make aku the day lahk.!
n nunu...aku mcm nk pergi switzerland cannn?
kau kasi aku gi tk?
tk miss aku ke?hahaahahah
nisha asked me the other day....if i want to go switzerland with her to take degree after graduation...hmm..i used to say no when yan was here with me...i thot this relationship will end with sumthing big.but i was wrong.nutin is going my way now....so maybe a yess nisha?hehe..

maybe one day....i will meet"the one" again...
n when that time cums...i will make sure he stays...
for now...just enjoy this single mingle life !!rship is stressful but i missed the feeling of being loved by sumone...jus hope that sumone will come soon....:(

btw ppl..its gonna be hari raya in a few days time...im gona revamp my blog...change the skin..the the fucking captions n yan's pic...coz its all bout me now..not bout him rite?hehe
nunu made a photo slideshow for her frens wishing selamat hari raya....n i was in the second picture lah sey.so terharu u know...so happy hari raya everyone...once the tagboard is out..tag regularly okie dokie?

n ex damaians.....korg ni nk jln raye ke tk nk?mcm tk semangat je aku tgk.HUDA jugak ehnk kene buat planning.tapi aper2 jadi ...confirm kene kecoh mcm last yr okie?nanti aku antar e-mail update korg!
bye!!!!!!!!
syg korg...muackies!


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